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Dear diary- Mocca

Dear Diary,
Let me tell you about my story,
I know it's rather sad,
but that's the way I feel..

Dear Diary,
I don't know if this is right or wrong,
Starting thinking of leaving him,
But I'm afraid it might hurt him..

All I want is for everything in the right place,
And everyone is happy,
Is it too much to ask for?

All I want is for everything in the right place,
So everyone is happy,
Is that too much to ask for?

Dear Diary,
Strong is not exactly the right words,
Started thinking of leaving him,
But I'm afraid it might hurt him..

All I want is for everything in the right place,
So everyone is happy,
Is that too much to ask for?

All I want is for everything in the right place,
So everyone is happy,
Is that too much to ask for?..

Dear Diary,
Strong is not exactly the right word,
I don't know what to do now,
Confusion is all over.. me...

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